Fear

I'll allow myself to feel some anger

Just as I allowed myself to feel some love

I don't know if it is bliss 

or  fear to loneliness

I don't know  where the anger  comes from 

Unseen efforts

Or the hurtful words

I don't know what to allow myself

I don't know to let go control

I don't know how to be less a fool

I know what I should say

I know what I should do

And I know that none above

It's what I want to feel about you.

Keep it

I won't tell you that I still love you to keep you around me

I'll tell you to leave while I'm being friendly

And I will stand there long after you leave 

Watching my efforts dissapear 

Watching little drops fall one by one

I don't know if I gave you happiness

Deep in the heart I hide

I hope I gave you a little bit

 of that painful thing that I never look for

 

Since when did you plant such deep roots?

I ask myself while cutting one by one

Since when I became a fool in a hopeless love?