Fear

I'll allow myself to feel some anger
Just as I allowed myself to feel some love

I don't know if it is bliss 
or  fear to loneliness

I don't know  where the anger  comes from 
Unseen efforts
Or the hurtful words

I don't know what to allow myself
I don't know to let go control
I don't know how to be less a fool

I know what I should say
I know what I should do
And I know that none above
It's what I want to feel about you.